Life

Currently, I got the job as an outdoor sales personnel. I hate the idea of going around persuading people to buy some idiotic products which I think only idiots will buy. My boss is good though, as he managed to sell 15 boxes of watches in less than 4 hrs, with each box costing 20 bucks. I juz wanna learn how to communicate with people, as I am naturally not a good talker, or should I say I am someone with low confidence level. I was thinking that this experience might open me up and make me a more confident person as a whole. I am also trying to get into the Universtiy Scholar Programme at NUS. Again, I think its some snobberish programme with very articulate but proud people with no inkling of the vices of society. Highly idealistic people I should say. Again, I wanna expose myself to more people and more stuff, to learn more about the world. I am a comfortable hermit, but there is a special force in me that is forcing me to be more vocal, more in sync in society, than to isolate myself from all the ugliness of the world. I hope all these can help to clear all those irritating theoretical thoughts about the world, and make me less anxious about anything i do. I also plan to pick up Malay, and maybe go for diving in july. My motto now is do then think, not think then do, and then regret my decision for not trying out.
Brave new world man!